troublemeetsawesome

i am finally bak summer break is here and my keyboard doesn't have the letter "see" 
yeah 
anyways iw ill try to upload more pitures this summer and other stuff but i won't guarantee anything sing my phone hates me 
anyways have a great summer and other stuff
 bye bye

for the last few weeks i've felt like i can't draw and its making me effing pissed to the fullest
everytime i try to draw i get angry and then crumple ot rip it up.
i need help
i wanna cry.
its getting on my nerves and i want to punch the crap out of something


this sucks... now that i can't draw...
whats to live for? all i had was drawing... maybe i should just be another boring person and become a lawyer or some crap

my imagination is faultering.....

It was like any other morning, still dark out the moon was out and shining there was morning dew on the ground and the wind blew the smell of fresh air with a hint of wet grass. I loved that smell nothing could ruin it, I just wish it could stay like that forever but the end was nearing... well it was good while it lasted

I had just got on the school bus as usual ,sat by no one, talked to no one . It was just normal for me so I looked out the window watching people and objects fly by once the bus stoped at a light. But this time a man caught my eye he had tattered clothes which made me think he was a bum though something was wrong the man was limping dragging one of his feet hunched over and... holy crap blood dripping from his mouth! I quickly looked away as the bus started moving with me trying to register what I had just saw. It could have been some type of red liquid in his mouth right? Or maybe he got beat up, yeah imma go with that one. The bus arrived at school, as usual I got out last because I really hate it when people rush me. once off the bus I walked to first period which is english oh my favorite ( note the sarcasm) though I did have a pretty good seat by the window, it had a perfect view of the football field and the little park across from the school I loved this view it was so calming. I looked around the class ,Weird no ones here yet usualy Mrs.Quency would be here correcting students paper. Then all of a sudden I hear a ear piercing terror strucken scream! I ran out the room towards where the scream came from but instead I found a girl pinned to the wall with her neck being eaten by a boy. There was blood running down her body a chunk of skin gone I couldn,'t watch anymore but I couldn't move I felt paralized just then I noticed the boy had grey grotesq skin his eyes were wide opened but the pupils of the eyes were in different directions they were also a whiteish grey color. I soon regained my sences and started to back up quietly but my phone droped out of my pocket making a loud crack sound. The thing stoped eating the girl droped her to the ground and started to limp over to me I then saw more coming my way. I picked my phone up quickly and ran back to the class room. Once I got in there I looked around just in case and shut the door moved the teachers desk infrount of it as fast as I can. Hot tears streaming down my cheeks I picked up my phone and called my mom... no answer I tried again still no answer this can't be happening! I cried more and sank to the ground. There's no use of trying anymore this is how I'm going to die! Just then I heard a gun shots I ran over to the door and look through the side window of the door. Those things were moving in the direction of the gun shots I felt kinda bad for the person but mentally thank them. I looked back out the window and I see a boy with dark ruby red hair I couldn't see his eyes because of his bangs he was wearing black cargo pants that had chains on them he also had a black muscle shirt on,his skin was slightly tan He's well toned too. Wait he's running towards where I am does he see me? No he can't and now he's waving at me. He ran towards the door and smiled, why is he smiling? I looked at him and he motioned me to open the door. I moved the desk it took me a lil longer than the first time because i ran out of energy. I then opened up the door.....

Me: so I'm really bored cats are weird I like dogs can you give me a penny ummmm do you like wallfuls never back to the future no bunny's  kung foo bj shake it baby shake it and that's why I don't like you. cuz I think u like pancakes  bird can and I am the wind in the loco of your coco is that we can no more talk to a fish cuz they r rude and they never reply back is that we should get a cake and bake it until frogs jump out so that I can be had a dog for lunch he tasted like chicken can't fly they r retarded by nature is the beauty of the beast  is my least favorite cat show do you get what I'm saying to the tree is talking to me in Spanish salt can taste really nasty it can eat you for dinner!..  and that's where baby's come from ^-^

My first day at Coeur d' Alene high was good, although I got lost so many times. I was trying to get to my classes but it was hard for me to move around since the hallways were crowded.
My 2 goals for this year are to get good grades and pass this school year so I can go to the next grade. This is  important to me because I've never really had good grades in my whole time of going to school.
I love to draw and write a lot why is it so important to me is because it's always been part of my life to draw and write its also a way to let my creativity run free.